SMHAI suggests the following healing music to aid Suicide Survivors
with their healing after suicide efforts.

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Lyrics

CHAOS OF THE HEART
Words & Music by Tony Wood & Steve Siler

I'll never pass that park again
And not think of you
And I have to drive that street again
Each day a time or two
And every rainy night in August
Every gunshot on TV
Any phone call after midnight
Brings it all back home to me

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I'm sorry and I'm sad
I'm hurting and I'm mad
And I love you and I hate you
And it makes me feel so bad
The good is stained with evil
They cannot be pulled apart
Is there any healing from
This chaos of the heart

Every thought of you is painful
Every choice seems half a lie
Every memory a reminder
You didn't have to die
Sometimes it's hard to blame you
You were desperate for some peace
But your death is an indictment
And for me there's no release

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Why do I feel guilty?
Will I ever find relief?
Cause...

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Healing's slow to come
In this chaos of the heart